End of Chapter 1

As the title suggests it is now the end of the first chapter of my life. I feel its a good analogy for well life. I think it's only been one chapter so far as I would start it when the character is finding their feet and I would argue thats only been the last few years, which in life terms is one chapter. Ok so now I'm going to be cheesy, you want to carry on reading when things get good and move onto chapter two but at the same time when it's a good book you want to re-read the first chapter too. or not move forward incase something bad happens. (When I read the last Harry Potter I kept stopping as I knew what was coming and didn't want to read it) And lets face it the characters at the start of a book are the ones you first fall i love with and you want them all to be there at the end but in many cases they won't be. I know the rest of it will be good but at the same time there are parts of chapter one that I wouldn't mind bringing into chapter two. This is so cheesy, I apologise but hey I like cheese. (In the literal sense and otherwise) It is sad though, its like if one day Hagrid was no longer written into the Harry Potter books or Pippin in Lord of the Rings, in the first but then no longer used. I would be very sad and in that regard it's sort of like that, well known and familiar characters going and you don't want them too.

This reflection is partly due to the fact that two years ago there was a massive switch in my life, not so much the event itself but the knock on effects. It really re-states what I've said before, two years and so much has changed and I'm glad it has. I now wish I had something to do tomorrow other than lie in. Relaxation and organising my things normally are one in the same thing so I may go for that, getting rid of stuff I don't need in prep for Uni, but thats a whollle other thing.