I was going to write this from my desk but in the end I felt I could only write it from the comfort of my bed.
Its been a fun yet tiring day, physically *highly unfit* and mentally. It was the last day of school. Ever. Never again will I have to sit through lessons or spend lunchtimes with friends. While there is one side thinking 'yes! you ididot you just wanted to sleep in lessons anyway!' another part of me is very sad.
You get so used to the routine and the people after 5 years at the same school and 13 years in conventional education. It will be very strange from here on in. Stressful exams and a strange lingering feeling I am already getting which is saying to me 'what are you going to do with your day? your life? how are you going to manage without a routine?' Part of that is highly exciting, after I've finished my exams I can do whatever I like with my time, a lot of which will consist of reading and spending as much time with friends as I can. But it's a scary thought. I know Univerity will be fun and I will love it from what I've heard it just improves from now on, but it'll be a big change.

I'll miss everyone, theres no doubt about that. And I want to keep in contact and see people in the holidays. Seems silly to loose contact with people you care about and make your life better.

Overall though today was good. Spent time with friends. But I deffinetly now have an odd feeling where its daunting on me that I won't be going back for a school day.