I don't know what it is but recently I've had a big dent. The feeling that there is something up and I can't quite put my finger on it. I have my theories obviously as to what it is. I think it's mostly due to the fact that everything is happening now, schools ending, going to University, the big friend factor which is a long and complicated thought among other things. It isn't really what you want when you have exams, but two more down today and only two to go and only one which really requires proper revision.

I do look forward to the fun things I have planned still. But as things become more complicated it flips your head on its side making it difficult to see clearly. It just seems that sometimes things are made more complex than they need to be and it makes things difficult.

Sometimes you just need things to be simple. Yes at some point everything will have it's problems but as a whole things can also run smoothly in a way which means you can just enjoy life on your own terms. Thats hard when you are someone who has a habit of over-thinking things which isn't always bad but it makes just taking things as they come hard somtimes.

Anyway thats a silly rant but lots of things are happening at the moment and it's highly stressful. Considering I think I'm coping very well though, I'm still very happy in myself and I need to remember that. I'm happy with the person I am and I wouldn't change anything major about me :)